PureInsight | February 8, 2014
[PureInsight.org] This week, I went to a fellow practitioner’s home to fetch some materials. Originally, this was supposed to be a simple task. However, I wasn’t clearheaded and got into a dispute with the fellow practitioner who was quite busy at the time. I even used Master’s Fa: WHO’S RIGHT, WHO’s WRONG
As a cultivator
One always looks for one’s own faults
’Tis the Way to get rid of attachments most effectively
There’s no way to skip ordeals, big or small
[During a conflict, if you can remember:]
“He’s right,
And I’m wrong,”
What’s to dispute?
to suppress him. Afterwards, I headed off to work, parting on bad terms.
As soon as I walked out the fellow practitioner’s door, I already knew that I had squandered a great opportunity to improve my xinxing. Master was clearly using this kind of form to help me improve my xinxing, yet I didn’t enlighten to it, wallowing about in my attachments. I had rendered void the opportunity Master gave me to remove human attachments – competitiveness, jealousy, feistiness, eagerness to win. Truly regretful!
I sent forth righteous thoughts for several days to clear the deformed substances and these stubborn human attachments in my dimensional field. I repeatedly looked inward, repeatedly sent forth righteous thoughts and studied the Fa more, and read articles from the recent Minghui Fa Conference. However, I still lacked the courage to apologize to this fellow practitioner.
Today, I heard from another fellow practitioner that because I hadn’t minded my speech, the fellow practitioner that I had a conflict with held even more complaints towards me. Hence I took the initiative to tell the fellow practitioner that I was wrong. In the future, I really have to do some work on minding my speech.
On the way home, I repeatedly evaluated my actions with the Fa. I really was worse than a rational ordinary person! Hence, I concluded: Starting from this year, I’ve had a total of five conflicts with that fellow practitioner. I had always thought that I was right and that the opposing side was wrong. In other words, I had only wanted to establish who is right and who is wrong and only then was I able to release my anger. I really wasn’t improving myself on the Fa.
After work, I resolved to eliminate the demon creating the barrier between me and the fellow practitioner. I would definitely sincerely apologize to the fellow practitioner! As soon as I arrived at the fellow practitioner’s house, the fellow practitioner asked if I had eaten yet. After we chatted casually for a bit, I said, “I came specifically today to apologize to you. It was all my fault!” I hadn’t expected that the fellow practitioner would interrupt me. The fellow practitioner said, “It is me that should apologize to you. My temper wasn’t good that day. Before, I had always talked in a serious manner, and the tone I used wasn’t good. The two of us were then simultaneously apologizing to each other! All in all, our relationship had calmed in a flash.
The two of us sent the 6 o’clock righteous thoughts together. The fellow practitioner prepared some food for me to eat and I ate until I was full and content. Afterwards, I took 10 Shen Yun CD’s and on the way home, whoever I offered it to, took it. By the time I had gotten home, the 10 Shen Yun CD’s had all already been distributed. Just after I delivered the weekly publication to a fellow practitioner who lived in my courtyard, Master again sent a predestined person to my side, whom I did the three withdrawals (withdrawing from the Chinese Communist Party and the two affiliated youth organizations) for!
It really is that when your xinxing matches that of the Fa, everything goes smoothly. Master has prepared everything for us, and it is up to us to use our righteous thoughts to realize them!
This is my individual enlightenment. If anything is improper, please compassionately correct it.
Translated from: http://www.zhengjian.org/node/124436
