PureInsight | December 17, 2006
[PureInsight.org] On one
occasion, fellow practitioners encouraged me to share my experiences
while clarifying the truth online. Suddenly my mind went blank and I
also lacked courage to get on the podium to talk. The next day when I
was doing holding the wheel exercise, I felt a warm current flow
through my entire body and the scenes of my clarifying the truth
crossed my mind one after the other. I realized then that Teacher
wanted me to share my experience with everyone.
I started practicing Falun Gong in 2001. At that time I had many
ailments and I went to the temple to ask the gods to help, in addition
to trying many forms of exercise and qigong. None of what I did
helped to improve my health and, later, my sister introduced me to
Falun Gong. In the beginning, I studied the Fa, did the
exercises, and sent righteous thoughts, but I did not have any serious
intent. When I went home to see my mother the following year, my
mother sighed at seeing me with all kinds of medicine. She said,"
What are you going to do when you get old, if you are doing so poorly
at such a young age?" Since then I made up my mind to practice
Falun Gong seriously and that was how I started to walk on my path of
cultivation.
Teacher asks us to do the three things well: study the Fa and do the
exercises, send righteous thoughts, and clarify the truth. This year
when I watched many practitioners go abroad to attend conferences and
they also clarified the truth in cities all over Taiwan, I had certain
unidentifiable sadness in my heart. My fellow practitioners were
very diligent and their paths become broader and broader, but I could
not break through my difficulties. As a result, I did not participate
in many activities.
Not long after that, some practitioners encouraged me to use a certain
tool which was extremely versatile in truth clarifying and all I needed
to do was "copy and paste." I felt that it was still very difficult: on
the one hand there was the fear in my heart and, on the other hand, I
did not even know how to use the mouse. After I thought about it again
and again, I decided that it really was the most suitable tool for me.
The very first day when I was online, someone wanted to quit the Party.
I understood that Teacher was trying to encourage me, but I did not
actively engage in doing this. In March, 2006, when the Sujiatun
Concentration Camp was discovered, I was so deeply moved that I cried
twice in front of the computer due to the fact that I did not clarify
the truth well, as I lived in such a comfortable environment and did
not take advantage of those good opportunities. I realized then
that I should actively clarify the truth online every day no matter how
busy I was unless I had a large scale activity to attend.
I ran into interference from family members while talking to people
online. One time when I thought my husband went to bed at 11pm, I
talked until 2pm. When I saw my husband sitting in bed angrily, I
started to shake. I apologized immediately to my daughter who was
having a test next day, and recited "Lunyu" and poems from Hongyin. As a result, my husband stopped scolding me.
My husband actually cares about me a lot, but when I looked within I
realized that I neither harmonized my interpersonal relationship with
people in my family nor managed my time well. Nowadays, I send
righteous thoughts at 9pm every night and get online about 12pm, and I
finished all my other chores ahead of time.
Occasionally when I ran into severe symptoms during karma releasing, I
still insisted on clarifying the truth. Under that circumstance, there
were often more people wanting to quit the Party, I realized: when I
persisted to clarify the truth, Teacher would send people with
predestined relationships to me.
I did not think highly about studying the Fa before, until I started to
clarify the truth online and I learn that studying the Fa, sending
righteous thoughts, and clarifying the truth were interrelated.
Studying the Fa well and sending righteous thoughts properly enable me
to speak with the power of the Fa, thus my truth clarifying can move
people.
Because of my understanding, I always study the Fa and send righteous thoughts first before I get online to clarify the truth.
During my first six months of online truth clarifying, there were one
or two people who quit the Party every day and sometimes none would
quit. Now there are several people who quit every day, and some days
there are a dozen. In one year, there have been about 1200 people
quitting the Party. When I heard some people lament that they did not
quit sooner, I said, "I have already helped you quit the Party, and
when heaven eliminated the CCP, and then you would know what I said is
true and you are no longer in any danger. I am truly doing it for
your own good." Once they heard what I said, they could feel my
sincerity and they thanked me.
If I ran into people online cursing me with profanity and wanting to
leave, I told them, "I cherish you as my friend, and please
don't let go of this opportunity. When the time comes that heaven wants
to eliminate the CCP, it will be too late for you. Whether you want to
believe or not is your freedom and also your choice. Opportunity,
however, does not wait for you. If you want to quit the Party, you can
contact me." They would often say that they wanted to take some time to
think about this matter after hearing that.
I know that when I truly want to do something for their own good and
move them with my compassion, the majority of people can be saved.
Teacher Said during the Stockholm conference, "Everything in the world
was established and created for the Fa-rectification, and Dafa
disciples are the great figures of our time. Since ancient times the
beings in all realms have waited in anticipation. Gather up and rescue
the beings that you are to save! Have righteous thoughts and righteous
actions, dissolve all hindrances, and spread the facts widely. Divine
beings are among men." In the past I did not realize the sacred mission
of saving sentient beings. After talking to people online, I began to
understand what Teacher meant about the urgency of time. I intend
to get rid of many of my attachments and upgrade my xinxing by
clarifying the truth.
Translated from: http://www.zhengjian.org/zj/articles/2006/12/2/41188.html
