PureInsight | December 25, 2007
[PureInsight.org] I became a
practitioner two months before the persecution started. Right after I
started practicing, my body felt light and comfortable and my legs
healed. I was very grateful to Master.
After the persecution started, the Chinese Communist Party made up a
big lie as an excuse to justify its persecution of Dafa practitioners.
We had no choice but did our best to clarify the truth. Whenever people
failed to understand the truth and maligned Dafa, I felt sorry for
them. I clarified the truth during the day and I posted truth materials
at night in the market places and streets. Once I saw a police vehicle
outside of the market place. When I walked close to the vehicle, I
heard someone fighting inside the car. I realized that it was Master
trying to warn me not to get close to the car, so I went elsewhere to
post. Meanwhile, the police shone a flash light directly onto me, but I
sent forth righteous thoughts and they could not see me. After I posted
all my materials, I went home.
On one occasion, when I went to post truth clarifying materials during
the day, a policeman was there waiting for me. I was arrested and taken
to the detention center. All my family members came to see me. My
younger sister cried and said, "Sis, all you have to do is sign the
guarantee letter and you can get out." I said, "You can write it, but I
will never do that." Consequently, my sister did write a guarantee
letter. Later I went home and shared with fellow practitioners and
realized that I did not study the Fa well and let Master down. Because
of my attachments, the minute I got back home, everyone watched me and
did not let me go out. I jumped over the wall to go out and clarified
the truth anyway.
Because I was not rational and failed to understand the Fa clearly, I
was arrested three times in 2003. The second time I was arrested, I
went on a hunger strike for ten days and, with Master's protection, I
got out of the detention center.
One day in 2004, I was arrested and taken to a detention center while I
was clarifying the truth in front of the town hall. I sent righteous
thoughts every hour in the detention center and clarified the truth to
the police. Later I was sent to a brainwashing center. Once I was in
the brainwashing center, I immediately sent righteous thoughts to
eliminate the evil. One policeman said, "If you try to talk anyone into
quitting the party, you will be executed." I said, "Get out!" and he
ran off. The next day, a group of people tried to force feed me. I
thought, "I am a Dafa disciple and I will negate everything that was
arranged by the old forces." When they inserted the feeding tube into
my stomach, I thought, "I have Master, the Fa, and the boundless Buddha
Fa by me, and the tube cannot stay in my stomach." Sure enough, the
tube miraculously backed out. They could not do anything but sent me to
a hospital. All my family members came to reason with the police. My
husband said, "Look, you have tortured her to this point. I am going to
take your guys to court. We are going to take her to another hospital."
So, I got out of the brainwashing center.
After I returned home, I realized that I did not understand the Fa
well: I understood it emotionally but not rationally. Because I did not
understand the Fa from the standpoint of the Fa and went to extremes, I
was being persecuted.
In the past few years, through group study, I recognized my
shortcomings and clarified the truth rationally, saving sentient
beings. I clarify the truth wherever there are people. Master said,
"Validate the Fa with rationality, clarify the truth with wisdom,
spread the Fa and save people with mercy." I am going to follow what
Master said. One time when I was clarifying the truth in the market
place, within a group of people surrounding me, one person said, "Your
husband is supported by the Party and the Party gives you money.
However, you are against the Party. I am one who watches Falun Gong and
I am going to report you. Do you believe me?" I thought, "I am the god
who is going to save the sentient beings. Whatever you say does not
count." I sent righteous thoughts and my heart stayed calm. I continued
talking to the group, "Have you read the 'Nine-Ping'? Everything stated
in there is true. The Party will not pay out of its pocket. It is us
who support the party officials. The Party will not give you even one
penny." Then no one said another word.
One time I went to a village to persuade people to quit the party and I
gave a booklet to a young fellow. After he took the booklet, he said,
"I am a policeman, please come with me." I was not moved and said,
"Never persecute Falun Gong practitioners. We are here to save people
and we cultivate ourselves according to truthfulness, compassion, and
forbearance. The Communist Party persecutes Falun Gong practitioners
and is committing a crime." While talking to him, I also sent righteous
thoughts. After ten minutes, he said, "I understand now and I am not a
policeman, either." Then he told others, "Come and quite the Party and
its affiliated organizations! Then you will be safe." Thus, they all
quit the party and its organization and chose a bright future for
themselves.
I have walked the path that Master arranged for me in the last few
years. My home environment has been rectified and my husband now
actively passes out flyers, posts truth clarifying materials, and gave
me three hundred yuan to produce more materials. When four of our
relatives were ready to go abroad, none of them understood the truth or
had quit the party. I was quite anxious, but Master arranged an
opportunity for me. One day they all came to our home and I clarified
the truth to them and helped them to quit the party and its affiliated
organizations. In the end, they thanked me and I told them to thank our
Master.
On the path of Fa-rectification, I have clarified the truth, helped
people to quit the party, and saved many people. They are ordinary
citizens, mayors, party secretaries, and even directors. I have treated
them all the same: I let them read the "Nine-Ping" and quit the party.
Translated from:
http://minghui.org/mh/articles/2007/12/14/168355.html