PureInsight | October 3, 2007
[PureInsight.org] I started
practicing Falun Gong in 2003. In retrospect, I realize that everything
was prearranged by Master and that was how someone stupid and stubborn
like me could become a practitioner. Here I want to share with everyone
my understanding and gratitude.
I was indoctrinated by the Communist Party with atheism when I was very
little. Before I practiced Falun Gong, I did not believe anything that
related to Buddhas, Taos, or immortals. I can recall now that I did
have some miraculous personal experiences.
When I was about seven years old, I could feel that if I had
ringing in my ears, I also immediately heard sounds from a different
dimension. When I asked my little friends, they all said that they did
not hear anything. At that time, I started wondering whether there was
a different dimension.
When I was about eight years old, I was afraid of death. I felt that
the world after death was very frightening. However, I dared not talk
to my parents about my fear and only worried about it in the dark of
night.
I dreamed twice about events that happened in my aunt and uncle's house
when I was three years old. Once my little brother and I were playing
in the river and once I was taken to a mountain to play by a neighbor
but got lost. No one ever told me about these two incidents. I asked my
mother about them and learned my dreamed reflected the real situations
quite accurately. In my dream, I saw vividly that we were playing by a
river bank, catching crabs and little fish and were very happy. Later
my uncle told us not to play any more because he was afraid that the
river might be dangerous for us. When I got lost, it sure did scare my
aunt and uncle to death. I was wondering how come I could dream so
vividly about things that happened in the past? After I started
cultivating, I understood that my main spirit went back to the
dimension of my past. My spirit also entered into the dimension of my
future several times, but I would not discuss that here.
All my life, whenever I read for a period of time or enter tranquility,
I can feel that my head begins to enlarge and so does my body, layer by
layer growing bigger and bigger without any limit, and my whole being
is rotating in this dimension. Before I was ten years old, I felt that
I could communicate with some objects. Later that ability disappeared.
I had out-of-body experiences twice. The first time, when I was 14
years old, I fell down from a swing and the back of my head hit the
ground so I had a partial memory loss. However, I saw myself clearly
floating upwards from my body and talked to some strange intelligent
beings. Later I came back to my body and heard people around me
shouting. I was quite confused and considered my experience as a side
effect of my head injury. After I started cultivating Dafa, I learned
that I had an out-of-body experience and my main spirit was
communicating with other beings.
The second time, I was 27 years old. I went to the restroom to wash my
hands. When I lowered my head, I saw my main spirit coming out of the
back of my head and floating not too far above my head. In that
instance, I felt like another person who was watching me, like looking
at the image in the mirror. Very strange.
On another occasion, I was eating hot sour soup and felt the soup was
very spicy hot! When my head was feeling a little dizzy, my main spirit
went out of the back of my head and suspended there. Therefore, Master
said that many intelligent beings cannot stand stimulating flavors. It
sounds very reasonable to me and I have experienced it myself. As my
level started to increase, during meditation or sending righteous
thoughts, my main spirit went out of my body so often that it is
impossible to keep track of!
When I was about 13 years old, my whole body often felt very
uncomfortable: belly ache, weak, tired, having nightmares, or feelings
of going downwards. Meanwhile I also felt some dark things or ghosts
lurking somewhere.
At times, if I met someone on the street, I could feel what he was
thinking. If he had emotional turmoil, I could experience it too.
To be honest, that is not a comfortable position to be in, but
fortunately, I only had it a few times!
I have liked lotus flowers ever since I was little. I would love to add
a lotus character into my name and my favorite color is purple and
yellow. Perhaps that, too, reflects my predestined relationship with
the Buddha school lifetime after lifetime!
Translated from:
http://www.zhengjian.org/zj/articles/2007/10/1/48666.html
