PureInsight | January 14, 2002
I would like to share my experience in sending forth righteous thoughts with you.
Nearly a year ago I started to eliminate the evil in other dimensions, at first with supernormal abilities such as sticks, throwing out Faluns, and the like. After the introduction of sending forth righteous thoughts by our teacher the whole process of eliminating the evil has changed completely. At the beginning, supernormal abilities and sending out righteous thoughts were actually the same thing for me. Later I came to the understanding that the righteous thoughts are now the unlocked boundless divine power of the Buddha Fa. Our Master has unlocked every practitioner as a whole one body. It was a temptation for me at the beginning that I still wanted to see and control this process with my open Tianmu and with my known supernormal abilities. But w hen I focused on something in other dimensions, for example a demon, the real and urgent big cases remained untouched. That way was a distraction for the new way of Fa-rectification. From the jingwen (article from Master Li), “Expounding on the Fa”, I know that the divine side knows by its own what to do, if I don’t block it with my human side. So I decided to close my Tianmu when sending forth righteous thoughts. Sometimes it becomes unlocked by itself. Maybe my cultivated side did it or Teacher did this, I don’t know. It is simply not important.
Now I have come to realize that the Gong does more than only eliminate bad things. It is also able to transform bad and evil things in other dimensions into something very positive, righteous and beautiful. And this process of transforming instead of only eradicating became more and even deeper with one experience I would like to share with you now.
Five weeks ago during sending out righteous thoughts in front of the Chinese embassy it happens that something very evil and vicious with very strong negative energy was built up in front of me in order to attack me. Normally, I used to fight down something like this with a strong and focused mind. During the ensuing battle between the two different energies, I had the sudden enlightenment that Dafa is, in its essence, Zhen-Shan-Ren, not killing. Only with this small thought my body became at the very next moment very, very warm, not hot and a strong and kind energy flew out of my body. My mind became very peaceful, calm and a great yet unknown joy filled my whole being. Nearly at the same time this negative thing or energy field disappeared completely. Very, very wonderful things grew and replaced the evil force. After finishing the righteous thoughts the heavy atmosphere, which covered before the grass area in front of the embassy, completely disappeared.
At home, while reading Zhuan Falun I came to the understanding that this process is similar to cleaning the bathtub with the insects inside. The purpose is to clean the cosmos with a compassioned and calm heart; this is similar as cleaning a big “bathtub” for our teacher or/and for all the sentient beings. The purpose is not killing the insects or, better in this regard, to kill the deviated beings, substances and demons! If I have a really compassionate and kind heart for living beings, then my gong and my divine side is able to do magnificent, boundless things and processes in the cosmic layers and the Fa-rectification became sacred to me. Before I often felt like a Dafa warrior, now I have a sense of assisting teacher in Fa-rectification.
After this experience and together with this understanding I feel that I am a small but very righteous and benevolent Dafa particle staying in a living and joyful connection with all righteous elements and beings in this universe. There exists no fighting and borders anymore in my heart during sending forth righteous thoughts.