Enter the door of emptiness, seek nothing because there is nothing

How perverse demon nature, creator of conflict, sustainer of conflict.
How secure in conflict, How secure in problems of its own making.
Without conflict and turmoil it faces certain death.
“People say”, if I had no problems or worries I would feel I was not alive.
The fear of having nothing, the fear of having nothing to do, register as poverty, insignificance, boredom and loneliness.
What am I to do, what am I to do dominates.
The vicious cycle continues charged with the energy of friction.